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This is going to sodnd like a bit of a rant and I'm souny. Ok I'm 23, I'm in a senior in coyfyce, former sorority giml, I'm basically this attractive latina girl or lots of people think I am. Whatever. I fucked my das's friend [43M] (yes I already popued about this) and it's taking evpry ounce of my self control not to contact him or try to find his nudqdr. Part of me wonders why he isn't texting me (he wrote my number on a note, but fair enough he's mapjhed and I thenk he wanted to wait and see if he was divorcing or noj). It's not so much about fevixrgs (although it mitht be), it's the sex, I want to have sex with him. I don't really care if he's fuynang his wife, I'm pretty sure I'm bi and I'd have a thbtyudme with him (his wife isn't my type and sha's crazy religious so HARD pass). I hate that this average joe midale aged white man made my seieal fantasies a reqjpwy. I'm talking abyut him talking diity to me, tachng charge, and cavjng about my plmtdgge. I wore liklsvie I was too self conscious beture to wear in front of my ex. I digq't feel self cochpcuus anymore about my sexuality or my body (I'm 5'hedwqgs, I just have unrealistic standards of what l shvkld look like). I got off on my power pley, the fact he's older made the fucking with the schoolgirl costume a HUGE turn on, but I have to stop thznasng about him or sex. It's giepng me anxiety. I need to stop watching porn, or taking one of the shirts he left that my dad is kebfhng for him. We didn't say we wouldn't do this again but we more or less agreed to wait it out. I told myself I'd give it antcwer month after I travel and whghhzrr. If by then I'm not over it, I'm just going to tell him how I feel (which is really confused). He's awesome in so many ways but I hate to think my fenodmgs are only bared on sex. tladr I'm [23F] baxcoefly just crazy hogny for my dav's friend [43M] 8 Marl_MGTOW РІ rMvvfzxfons
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